A Write 31 Days Series
Table of Contents:
Day 1: Intro (below the photo links for the other days)
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Day 1: Intro
This Write 31 Days series I’m going to share with you about my dysfunctional relationship I had with God, and how I’m trying to grow into a better one. I’ve discovered that after about 27 years of being a Christian, I had some bad theology I was living out. This past year, I learned some things about my God and about myself the hard way, by falling on my face, completely failing, coming to the end of myself.
Here was my number one problem. I thought I could impress God by being good and doing good.
Turns out, that idea doesn’t line up with scripture. In fact, scripture tells us that trying to be good enough for God to be impressed is impossible and counterproductive.
This isn’t the message I got as a young person trying to live a Christian life. I was told over and over how important reigning in my behavior was. I was told over and over that I should let go of trying to please people and instead care only about what God thinks of me, which I subconscious interpreted as I had to earn my acceptance by God.
I have been working my head off serving in ministry, and I felt like God would be disappointed in me if I didn't do well. And I am pretty sure that I thought God would be impressed with all I was doing for Him.
Even as I write out these statements, all of these ideas feel so very unsettled in my mind and heart. When I lined out what I am going to write about for the next 31 days, most of my outline consisted of questions.
I’m going to attempt to write through these questions, and maybe by the end of these 31 days, our journey will take us to a much clearer place, a truer understanding of the God who created and loves us, a sounder theology, a humbler position, no longer driven to earn God’s approval or love, and no longer driven to impress God.
The message version says that when we are intimidated into observing traditions instead of realizing that we are heirs and children of Christ, we are subjecting ourselves to fearing paper tigers.
By the end of this series, I hope we will be fearlessly secure in our identity in Christ.
***Special thank you to my awesome son Andrew for making the origami for me.
I like to share a song on each of my blog posts because music makes life more fun.